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I will talk about the New Year and what it will bring another day. Right now, I just don't feel up to it. I've been cleaning all day, trying to get everything in order so I can start preparing for Mia. It's odd that it has taken so long but I am finally feeling pregnant, like the horribly exhausted uncomfortable pregnant. It is so frustrating not to be able to do things that before I didn't give a second thought. I kept dropping things or needing to pick up something from the floor and it was such a pain to bend down. Seriously! Just to bend down was a pain and then it's also harder to move quickly (I'm still not sure what this is about...extra weight maybe?) So, while I accomplished what I set out to do today (cleaning the bathroom) it was kinda deflating that it was all I got done. I'm used to being able to do so much more. I guess this is just another lesson in mommyhood. Be thankful for the small victories.